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I Was Tagged By Mags! WOOP WOOP!

Posted by DeadAnarchistPhil on May 23, 2008

I was tagged by Mags a couple of weeks ago, sorry about the wait Mags >_<! Anyway, this tag Mags passed on to me involves listing six facts about myself… I think! Either way you’re all getting some random facts about me you never knew!
 
Here we go….
 
1) Ever since I was a kid I’ve ALWAYS wanted to do pro-wrestling! Yes the type with Hulk Hogan. I know it aint real and it’s all choreographed but I just loved it. I used to play wrestling on the school field behind my house with friends, it was great and no body ever got hurt but people did inevitably roll in dog shit! But I saw the Doctor a couple of months ago about my back pain that I’ve had for 8 or 7 years and he says it aint a good idea and I shouldn’t do it. I don’t know if I should do it or not now!
 
2) The weirdest dream I ever had been where I was put in side a dead fat man’s body and sewn up inside of it and walked around in his skin AND even rode a bicycle too! Oh yeah, in the same dream I was forced to watch a women have sex with a dead body! Yeah, that was fucking weirdness epitomised right there! I’ve never had such a weird dream before or after that one!
 
3) I used to be Obsessive Compulsive and never told anyone. In fact I wasn’t even sure at the time what I had. Everyone just used to think I was paranoid! Every day before I went to bed I’d check the doors in the house 3 times, the gas, and all the windows were closed. When I went to bed I’d take my inhalers for my asthma, not once but numerous times if I didn’t inhale right! Once I was in bed I got back up again thinking I’d not checked the gas right or that the door was just jammed and not locked and someone had broken in. It went on like this for 3 or 4 years!
 
4) I think and obsess over things far too much than I should, but I can’t help it! I think it was caused by being OC. Which is why my blogs are so long… because I over think nearly everything.  You may think that’s a good thing… but it aint, it’s mentally exhausting, which is why I don’t like to blog often or socialise that much.
 
5) I missed ALL of my high school years because of crippling anxiety.
 
6) One of the most frustrating things for me is my stammer. You may think it’s caused by nervousness, but it aint, though being nervous can make it worse.
 
That’s all ya getting! lol Here’s Mags’s space http://cid-f6c53863a0e7c367.spaces.live.com/ I’m required to give you this as part of the tag. Anyway, hope you’re all well.
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23 Responses to “I Was Tagged By Mags! WOOP WOOP!”

  1. jiggy said

    hi ma wee pal south of the border lol well thanks for calling in phil as you see i gone slightly mad lol well no always have just kept in controll lol;had a lookie at your music well a few i like radiohead one of my bands and you got james? so have i lol thewre are a few others and im like you i have a varied list of music no barriers to me even have some classic but i do swerve to rock and indie anyhow you tc and tell pete i miss him ok jiggy xxxxx
     

  2. Sarah said

    Wotcha Phil,You\’re gonna think me either really naff or gooey .. cos I think you deserve a nomination for bravery. I\’m being serious my friend .. You know what I mean .. I know you do.I\’ve been pretty down recently but i won\’t bore you or myself with the details. Anyway writing about it would just make me feel bad all over again…Take care .. take care and ta,Lots of love from Sarah XXXX

  3. ... Angelwitch said

    Heya mate  🙂
     
    I know what you mean, lately i\’ve been going a few days without making much of an effort to catch the news and my rants on things have become few and far between as well.But there was some contrived nonsense being spouted about trying to make the Criminal system look like it\’s actually doing something and it got to me and away i went. Though i did forget to mention that Prisons generally give 5 star hotels a good run for their money.
    On another note, rich got his musket *evil grin* and my sis has already said about me waving it at the local yobs if they get a bit close for comfort again. I know, bad idea in this climate but i must admit it\’s tempting…
     
    how\’s things with the family anyway?hope you\’re all keeping welllook after yourself mate
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  4. elizabeth said

    hi phil,  thanks so much for leaving a comment about the new baby.
    always good to hear from you.  hope youre doing ok.
    lotsa love, beth. x

  5. jiggy said

    hiyah phil just in for a nosey and see how you are not got a lot to say no like me eh lol was having a look through your music playlist almost forgot to leave a comment lol but i have and did just a quick visit so tata for now take care jiggy xx

  6. ... Angelwitch said

    Heya mate  🙂
     
    I guess i just see things in the world differently. If things are that miserable and there\’s such a total arse in control then why not rise up and shove your collective pitchforks up his arse and run him out of town? End of the day it\’ll be bloody and horrible, regardless of fighting him and his cronies or sitting back and letting the slaughter continue.
     
    Truth be told i\’ve never really watched Anime…it\’s something i keep telling myself i\’ll have a look at someday but i never quite get round to it..
     
    As for the Poem, I was in one of my brooding moods last night, music up loud and shaking the  windows and so on and i got the pad out and started scribbling away, and ended up with what we\’ve got now. I\’ve been spending a lot of time on a bebo group for recovering self harmers, which I\’m a moderator of now and the poem ties in with all that.
     
    I\’ve had a couple of goes at re-writing songs myself in the past. I did a sequel to Maiden\’s Wrathchild ages ago as well as an idea rich gave me which resulted in a highly amusing re-write of Number of the Beast. I\’ll have to find them someday.All i can say is give it a go and see what happens.
     
    And the Paranormal lot. We ran into several members, face to face at the Dickens parade last weekend. They not only acted civil towars rich and myself, the acted lke nothing had ever happened. Best part was on the second day when we ran into the ringleader who ouset us and evidently has been telling a different story to the others. He saw us, came up to us and said hello. I literally said hello back, then turned my back on him to resume a conversation about old muskets with a couple of friends. From what we do know (because one of rich\’s old school friends in the group made an attempt to get our side of the story) they\’ve all but given up any hope of getting the site back and have got someone else working on a site now.
    all fun and games though eh?
     
    well i\’m off to the Fort in a while so I might end up running into a couple of them again. Rich is getting his musket today lol.
     
    Hope you have a great day.Take care mate
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  7. elizabeth said

    hiya phil, love this blog but i aint even gonna try and analyse the dream !
    hope alls good with you love.
    hugs, beth. x

  8. ... Angelwitch said

    Heya Mate  🙂
    If i remember right you did this over on Myspace a while ago.i\’m obsessive about timekeeping, myself. If i make an apointment to be anywhere i *must* get there 5 or 10 minutes early, and if i don\’t get there on time or i don\’t think i will my stress levels go through the roof and i don\’t know why. haha.
     
    As for the cannon. yeah you can get hurt pretty badly if you don\’t know what you\’re doing or if you do something stupid. I\’ve never seen anyone get hurt, yet. But I have heard loads of stories of people doing idiotic things and some of the injuries they\’ve recieved.
     
    The cannon doesn\’t have a ball or shot, but the force of the blast is more than enough to knock you over or do damage if you\’re too close. Rich told me of an idiot on a horse who wandered 10 feet in front of the cannon just as they fired and knocked the bloke clean off.
     
    Basicly, with a Cannon, never step right in front of it in the field, when they\’re firing eveyone\’s at leat a couple of feet behind the thing so we\’re all safe. There\’s a code written, for hand signals regarding cannons that everyone there should know and if they don\’t they shouldn\’t be on the bloody field to start with.
    it\’s still a dangerous job but we have made every effort to minimise the risks.
     
    As for Martha, she has made an appearance. She was in the two parter with the Sontarans earlier in the series, She works for UNIT now, and it was her giving the Dr a call that returned him to earth just in time to find out what was going on and so forth…
    As it is, Something happened to Donna (Catherine tate) this week and was left on a cliff hanger so i\’ve got to tune in to see how that pans out 😀
    anyway, enough spoilers, i\’m off to rescue the house haha,hope you have a great week
    take care mate
     
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  9. Lesley said

    Mmmmm ?? Sorry about the duplicates Phil. Been having problems with the system.   L xx

  10. Lesley said

    Lol….Of course I\’m a loon Phil !! but you have access to my space so are in a position to understand why.Yes, I do space hop cos I\’m just plain inquisitve (not always a good thing…curiosity killed the cat and all that)I\’ll message you with my analysis of that dream !!!L xxx

  11. Lesley said

    Lol….Of course I\’m a loon Phil !! but you have access to my space so are in a position to understand why.Yes, I do space hop cos I\’m just plain inquisitve (not always a good thing…curiosity killed the cat and all that)I\’ll message you with my analysis of that dream !!!L xxx

  12. Lesley said

    Lol….Of course I\’m a loon Phil !! but you have access to my space so are in a position to understand why! and I do space hop too cos I\’m just plain inquisitive.
    I\’ll message you regarding my analysis of that dream !!!       L xx

  13. Lesley said

    Lol….Of course I\’m a loon Phil !! but you have access to my space so are in a position to understand why! and I do space hop too cos I\’m just plain inquisitive.
    I\’ll message you regarding my analysis of that dream !!!       L xx

  14. Lesley said

    Lol….Of course I\’m a loon Phil !! but you have access to my space so are in a position to understand why! and I do space hop too cos I\’m just plain inquisitive.
    I\’ll message you regarding my analysis of that dream !!!       L xx

  15. Lesley said

    Lol….Of course I\’m a loon Phil !! but you have access to my space so are in a position to understand why! and I do space hop too cos I\’m just plain inquisitive.
    I\’ll message you regarding my analysis of that dream !!!       L xx

  16. Lesley said

    Lol….Of course I\’m a loon Phil !! but you have access to my space so are in a position to understand why! and I do space hop too cos I\’m just plain inquisitive.
    I\’ll message you regarding my analysis of that dream !!!       L xx

  17. Lesley said

    Lol….Of course I\’m a loon Phil !! but you have access to my space so are in a position to understand why! and I do space hop too cos I\’m just plain inquisitive.
    I\’ll message you regarding my analysis of that dream !!!       L xx

  18. Sarah said

    Hiya Phil,LOL @ being as daft as Jiggy … \’cept I don\’t mind being as daft as JoJo.I share No 4 with you as you already know…No I ain\’t done much cleaning … I\’m allergic to washing up liquid … honestly Phil it\’s true .. & now I\’m a bit allergic to touching surfaces at all…I\’ve been out gardening … that\’s the best sort of cleaning…This is just a quick note to let you know I\’m still around … that\’s if the sun isn\’t shining…I hope you\’re fighting fit … I love wrestling too … but that\’s \’cos I grew up with 4 brothers and I had to be good @ it….I\’ve just been reading what Lesley has written … she sounds nice… and I agree with everything she written..Have a good weekend… and I\’ll be back soon,Lots of love from Sarah XXX

  19. Lesley said

    Apparently PhilTo some people…being open, honest and upfront gives you a label of being a \’loon\’.These people who are quick to dish out that label are the ones who will smile at you
    in agreement yet ( relay to others) something quite different!I\’ve been labelled has a \’loon\’ by one of your friends on someone elses sight.Maybe I\’m just paranoid, maybe I read too much into things, maybe my brains works
    harder.It\’s sooo easy for a person with limited intelligence to mock instead of trying to
    understand.L xx

  20. Kathryn said

    Neat to learn some inside things about PHIL. I like you opened up like that a bit. I\’m a little neaurotic myself, this is why we must get along well. As for your slug baits…have you tried a bit of beer in a shallow tray? Workes like a charm, boy I\’ve heard more than once, you peeps in the UK have slug and snaill issues!
    Katt

  21. jiggy said

    well i got here i think im in the right place stupid scots heffer you pmsl your a cheeky bugger you need a bottom smack young man lol anyway phil brave of you to tell all i can sympathyse with the "o c d"cos iv been there and folk dont understand the compulsion you get to do things and it was realy hard with me it was everything had to be at the right angle be it a picture or cushion the wrong way and hell i still have the coffee table thing and had to have things that equals  up like two and two couldnt sit for two mins i saw something wrong  lol  but id say im so much better now i think the kids helped a lot with me and as for your voice comment i commend you  and was so nice you left it and some dont and no excuse like mr pete judge if you talk tell him i said hi and well done with the footie i was cheering on man u lol so im no here to do a blog so i p off now lol nice to hear from you phil ill be back tc jiggy xx o and ps my son thought he was hulk hogan when he was 8 lol nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh didnt happen lol

  22. The Divine Mrs M said

    Hi Phil
    Thanks Mate!  <ThumbsUpSmiley>  😉
    I honestly do sympathise with you over the anxiety that you suffered. It must have been a lonely time for you not being able to be among your peers at that young age.
    If I hadnt been so obsessed with locking doors then my dads coffin wouldnt have ended up locked in my mums front parlouor!  <ahem>
    yes that was some kinda lame funny   :s  soz lol
    I loved the pro wrestling when i was a kid and yup I thought it was all for real
    I even went to watch it in Stadiums, I once saw a guy with his neck twisted inbetween the ropes and He was dead-thats for sure  ( i was actually crying )
    But of course he wasnt dead, but i think that incident opened my eyes a bit and i never really felt the same about viewing the sport after that. Happy memories tho\’ ( apart from that Last one)  lol
    Well im really glad i had the pleasure of actually hearing your voice phil, I wont be offended if you cant say the same about my singing!   harharhar!  ;p
    Thanks again for doing the tag phil  youre a pal. and I am so glad you are still around Spaces.
    Have a GREAT weekend!  (HUGS)
    mags x

  23. Lesley said

    Lol….tell me more Phil !
    You\’ve got me psychoanalyzing you now!!!
    L xxx

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